Spring Cleaning

So the time has come to purge out the negativity and oppression of the winter months. There are a few areas of my life that can use some cleansing...my apartment is only the beginning. My literal and figurative cleanse begins today. In no particular order...

get rid of the negative people that have worked their way into my life. It's been real, but if your name pops into my head and I don't smile, you're history.

lose the size two clothes that I will never fit into again....and never really fit in to begin with.

let the past go. What is done is done. Now is as good a time as any to move forward without regrets or grudges. F it.

do more yoga...purge the negative energy and replace with fresh, oxygenated breath and life.

banish the part of my personality that feels the need to apologize for myself or make excuses. Such a free and unique spirit will never be appreciated by everyone.

write more poetry to cleanse the soul.

expel the sadness and anger to make room for love and gratitude.

and most importantly, enjoy the influx of freedom and joy that comes with being real...no more exhaustion over trying to keep up a personality that feels "right" instead of one that I can own and be proud of.

Just a few things that I love to love

yoga
reading in bed
field greens
cheese
champagne and sweet stawberries
tom petty
blue eyes
green eyes
tea tree shampoo
birthdays
analyzing human behavior
vitamin d
vacation
red red wine
warm bread
ipod touch
baths
laughing till I hurt
into the mystic
the office

Hollow

The smile in your eyes.
The tone in your voice.
The dreams that you're in.
fleeting.
fighting
for a place in my consciousness.
But the girl
she knows
she
can't
fix
what was built to break.